Recently my feelings have been changing alot, and most of the time it leaves me tired and depressed by the end of the day. What I mean by feelings, is how I feel about people, and how close they are to me. I have about 3 of what I call "best friends" , Dizzy, Rose, and Fennec. Rose and Fennec just recently began going out in december. Im very happy for them, and hope they stay together, they are the best things that has happen to each other. One thing though that get on my nerves is how now they only have eyes for each other and somtimes ignore me and leave me out. I love both of them very much but i wish they would stop ignoring me from time to time. Dizzy is what is what I would call "My all time best buddy". I have grown really close to her this year because she never judges me, never puts me down for believing in something and we have found that we have alot in common. She also stands up for me, and comforts me when i am sad, and better yet, she shares her lunch with me ^_^. Haha (I hope she reads this)! Dizzy and I are planning on a exchange student trip to japan on the summer of 2009. We are overly excited and still have lots of planning to do and i really look forward to it! One major thing that makes Dizzy different from Fennec and Rose is that even though she has her boyfriend Steve (Oni), she still includes me and so does steve. A good example of this is when we went to the Winter Formal Dance. Even though they were not able to drive me (and that was ok-of course!) they actually spent time with me when we got there. While Rose and Fennec talked to each other all night, Oni and Dizzy talked to me, danced with me at one point, and made me feel included, They even drove me home when i diddnt feel good. Lately there have been 5 more people who I have slowley grown closer and closer to. Annie, Alexia, Azu, Jenn, and Roxie. Annie I've grown closer to because iv grown closer to Alexia. Those two are impossible to seperate they are like siamese twins they go everywhere together and they are soo funny to listen to on the phone when we 3-way. Iv grown alot closer to Jenn because i have like a major crush on her so whever i see her i just start getting all hyper and cling to her and make a fool of myself. Azu and Roxie are special as well because they always talk to me and offered to share there hotel room with me. If it werent for Roxie i wouldnt be going to Anime Ax. Last there have been people that have been pushing themselfs farther from me. Cheza and Sarah have completly gotten on my nerves. They always challenge the choreogrphy for ballet class. they ignore me, they are boy stupid and they are acting like spoiled brats.... Ok that was a little harsh. Ok im done. bye ~<3 Current Location: ny room. Current Mood: drained Current Music: Don que
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